It’s been over a week now since I let everything set in, and honestly, I’m okay with it. I think, had this been a year ago, the story would be completely different. I think one of the hardest decisions you’ll ever have to make in life is letting go of someone you truly love. But they say if you really love something, set it free, right?
I’ve come to terms with the fact that right now, I need to focus on myself and getting my life in order. A relationship should be the last thing on my mind at the moment. I need to find work, I need to be self-sufficient, I need to know that I will be okay on my own first. Once I know I can do that, I feel like everything else will follow.